One last wish...

I bear the seed of ruin,
Golden Age turned to Stone....
Elysium, to Dust....
For this a Tragic Journey
A Vision of a dying embrace
Scattered Earth,
Silence........
{((ANATHEMA))}

Ahoy there!

A Swedish ship off the Madras Coast..

It was by luck that we happened to be at Marina Beach (Chennai) when this Swedish ship entered the Chenai coast as part of its World tour.... The sight of the ship reminded me of the pillaging pirates on their wicked ships in the dangerous seas...

Nu-World ORDER

What is up with artists, writers, musicians, media, etc...these days! The one topic they want to paint, write, sing, portray is that of the NEW WORLD ORDER. I keep questioning myself- why are people pursuing these conspiracy theories which bring nothing but disappointment. Either the Illuminati is so secret that the truth will NEVER be revealed about their activities. Or that even if there is a revelation of this truth, it will only end up in question marks and confusion. Or further that there is no such thing at all which exists. And that the false "truth" is created by persons to create new stories (alex jones, et al.) , to probe into world events, to destroy what actually happened, or to just sham it all and say its all FAKE...and there are the truthseekers, non-believers of the NWO theorists , who believe that they will succeed in determining or bringing to the table as to who or what controls world events and to uncover the truth behind the truth..damn!
I came across an interesting blog in which the author says,
"We all know that the New World Order is about a universal government and over all, universal thinking. Tonight, I ask the question, who is the most universal of them all?As we gain members from all around the world, we are the most universal organisation on this planet. With almost 15,000 friends, I see this but remember, these are just 15,000 people that have found my page. There are far more of us out there.No church or government in the world has as many dedicated followers as we do. We all agree that the New World Order is coming and fast.I realise that this is probably beyond most of our members thinking but what if we were part of the New World Order? What if one of our guys just happened to make it into office in either one of our countries and started preaching 9/11 truth and opposition to the New World Order? Would we not praise that person and follow them? Would we not demand of our leaders the same dedication as the other? Sure we would and this is because we all stand for the same thing.Truth.I know for sure that I am going to get a lot of 'complaints' for posting such a thing but can any of you tell me, as a fact, that I am wrong? You can bitch and moan all you like but that doesn't mean that I am wrong. As I said to someone in response to an earlier blog, it is quite acceptable for 'us' to think that the mainstream media, churches, government and everything else can be infiltrated but nobody thinks for a second that the truth movement can be infiltrated or that it has even been set up by these bastards who wish us harm.The mainstream media is controlled, there is absolutely no doubt of that fact. If that is the case, and it is, why would reports about torture and such make it into the news? We all know that the mainstream news only tells us what they want us to know and so the question has to be asked... Why would they want us to know about the torture and all the lies that are involved in the Iraq war? Is it not as if they want us to stand up and fight these issues? What else could they expect from us by showing such things?The 9/11 cover-up has been in the mainstream news, thanks to Charlie Sheen. We all know that Hollywood is involved in this conspiracy but nobody questions a hollywood actor coming out for 9/11 truth? COME ON! Here we go again: if the mainstrream media is controlled and they only want us to know what they want us to know, why on earth would they do a special on Charlie Sheen and 9/11 truth? Because they want to bring more folks to the table? Maybe so. For what reason? You tell me! Thanks to Charlie Sheen, Alex Jones was allowed 2 nights of airtime in the mainstream news. This is a guy who is fighting the New World Order and is ultimately fighting for us and our civil liberties. The question has to be asked: Why was he allowed this air time which ultimately brought more people to the table?CNN ran a poll and asked the question which went something like "do you believe that the US Governemnt were behind the 9/11 attacks?". If I remember rightly, around 53,000 people took part in the poll and around 80% voted YES. Again, if the mainstream media is controlled, why would they even give an 'accurate' report on this poll? If they are owned by the New World Order players, and they are, why on earth would they show the results of that poll truthfully and again bring more people to the table? We are told over and over again by the alternative news that polls are set-up purely to point the average person in the direction that 'they' want to people to go so how exactly does this 9/11 poll differ?In 2006 in Australia and New Zealand, Loose Change. the 'best' 9/11 film out there, was aired on the history channel. Don't believe it?"

Some lyrics I came across which I wish to share:
Of this shape a star of five
Also applies to the one with six sides
Against the sun and against the moon
I warn you that these two combined.....
Will bring man's doomOf ten horns and seven heads
Count your fingers and the continents...On your head or in you right hand...
This new moral code that the media commands...Believe not in their clever words....
Because faith inacted are the loudest heard..
All these things I say are true...Understood sadly by a chosen few... you!
April 2-0-2-9 the final time....The end my friend in not near the hour in fact is quite here...When the moon becomes red to guide the risen dead....This means God's turned his back on you
It's a Friday the 13th of course you won't live to see noon...I am a prophet of doom..I am the profit of doom...So now the star has fallen washing away the seas...The seventh seal now opens it's raining your fearsAre you paranoid the coming asteroid...Has got your name tattooed on it...This stone's called Apophis it brings Apocalypse
(TYPE O NEGATIVE: The Profits of Doom, DEAD AGAIN)


I think everyone is a pawn in this game...But at times I feel there is something controlling each one of us.. Humans are connected but subconsciosly..Its the common mind which has wandered towards bringing out a material manifestation to create, destroy, impede, simulate, make-believe to cover up the truth of believing in a higher existence...GOD

Winter gives way to the heat wave...

Seasons vary to the rythm of the Brightest Star,
Moods swing with the passing of each day,
the ambiance is filled with the gravity of life,
a sudden heat wave causes nature to change its own fate...
the night is devoid of its cold, the day is enveloped in heat...

Nature adapts itself to the laws of the universe
the air feels thicker, the night gets warmer
the Sun God delivers its curse
on mortal souls to suffer...

Heat waves move in with the tides,
and Oceans start to burn,
strong rays come crashing down like arrows,
the scorched land appears forlorn...

the HYPE-err kids

Sound of humming, the lightning strikes,
mellowed voices faces so bright,
words are spoken and emotions displayed,
a group of youngsters all gather to say,
about the days they pass and the nights they play,
of music, gossip, dance and the prof in class,
they are all kicked with that puff,
and warmed in the head by that drink,
they gather around;all agog with sound
excited voices greet to please,
the night sways to dance n tease...

Morrison, i couldnt agree with more,

"They are waiting to take us into
The severed garden
Do you know how pale and wanton thrillful
Comes death on a strange hour
Unannounced, unplanned for
Like a scaring over-friendly guest youve
Brought to bed
Death makes angels of us all
And gives us wings
Where we had shoulders
Smooth as ravensClaws
No more money, no more fancy dress
This other kingdom seems by far the best
Until its other jaw reveals incest
And loose obedience to a vegetable law.
I will not go
Prefer a feast of friends
To the giant family."

chilling madness

frozen knuckles
hooded face
red nosed liar
biker in the race

chilling madness
psychadelic siezure
face the odds
dont be late for class

swift sprinting
frozen veins
breath grows faster
head starts to pain

time is perfect
but life is not
cease to cry
or avoid that fall...

mind fever-idea hunter-brain loser

How does it feel to be locked up in the head for a long time without having to share those uncanny thoughts which you have been longing to get rid off?

How would it feel to lose your mind (soul/heart for the emotional jerks) to that eternal phase of thoughtlesness?

How will you define what you think or trace the line of your thoughts and compress them into that tiny envelope?

A concrete answer to these questions would show that one really has something called- self-policing one's mind towards one's actions.

But i have ceased to let any external factor control my mind, i have effortlessly failed to muster it from within too. So that really has left me with this state of unreal feeling that I have stopped having control over my mind and have subjected it to blank decadence and it torments me to the core!!!

..:stoner chick:..

the day started out by being subjected to harsh cold winds while riding to college, followed by a lecture on company laws. the prof wasnt "teaching" co. law. she was more worried about why the handful of students failed to followup her lectures and take notes. She never really gave any notes. we were expected to write all that she "said" in class. What she would "say" really depended on her moody mood, which never held good unless the intellectual few tried to steer her away from the topic in question to some vague interpretation of the law; a discussion which always ended up in a (?) of sorts. during our chai break at the chai (tapri) we would end up smoking a cig or two, but today it was different, and thats why i think my day ended up in wirting this blog entry, which i never really did. a (DJ) friend offered me a joint (h### lol) at the chai tapri and nothing (not even my shaky resolve) could draw back the kick that i felt to take a puff off that joint (it looked like a green candy wrapped in white lace)..i took a drag and felt my heart beating faster than the constant roar of the traffic on the road..i smoked the next one with the ease of a chain smoker smoking a cig for the last time before sleeping..the last drag (before handing it back to the DJ-friend).. i was already feeling the warmth of the mari kicking inside and i could feel my head starting to feel warm, my finger tips icy...the next round of inhaling started and man, i could feel it right up in my head;

..."the feel of the fresh green from the mountain,
fuels the bright lights out of the mind,
bringing in a different brightness, not joy, not pain,
a feeling i could not find,
a mixed source of pleasure and despair..."