the day started out by being subjected to harsh cold winds while riding to college, followed by a lecture on company laws. the prof wasnt "teaching" co. law. she was more worried about why the handful of students failed to followup her lectures and take notes. She never really gave any notes. we were expected to write all that she "said" in class. What she would "say" really depended on her moody mood, which never held good unless the intellectual few tried to steer her away from the topic in question to some vague interpretation of the law; a discussion which always ended up in a (?) of sorts. during our chai break at the chai (tapri) we would end up smoking a cig or two, but today it was different, and thats why i think my day ended up in wirting this blog entry, which i never really did. a (DJ) friend offered me a joint (h### lol) at the chai tapri and nothing (not even my shaky resolve) could draw back the kick that i felt to take a puff off that joint (it looked like a green candy wrapped in white lace)..i took a drag and felt my heart beating faster than the constant roar of the traffic on the road..i smoked the next one with the ease of a chain smoker smoking a cig for the last time before sleeping..the last drag (before handing it back to the DJ-friend).. i was already feeling the warmth of the mari kicking inside and i could feel my head starting to feel warm, my finger tips icy...the next round of inhaling started and man, i could feel it right up in my head;
..."the feel of the fresh green from the mountain,
fuels the bright lights out of the mind,
bringing in a different brightness, not joy, not pain,
a feeling i could not find,
a mixed source of pleasure and despair..."
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